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TEARS ROLLIN,REASONS UNKNOWN,COULD BE MANY THINGS,

FEARING THE FUTURE,REGRETTING THE PAST,

DYING INSIDE ,SLOWLY MY SOUL IS TURING TO STONE

MY HEART GROWING SO COLD,

COLDER THAN THE FREEZING RAN IN THE MIDST OF THE COLDEST WINTER

BREATHING HARD,GASPS OF BREATH, UNABLE TO SPEAK,

HURTING SO MUCH,TAKING ONE STEP MAKES ME GROW WEAK,

SICK OF CRYING,TIRED OF NOT KNOWING WHY,

MY REALITY HAS BECOME MY NIGHTMARE,

MY DREAMS TORN TO SHREDS

FEAR ,PAIN,SORROW,THESE ARE ALL I CAN FEEL ,

EACH DAY I CRY,WORRIED ABOUT TOMMOROW

YESTERDAY IS GONE,BUT THE PAIN IS STILL HERE,

BLOCKING OUT THE HURT,IS ONCE AGAIN TOO HARD

SO IM LEFT RAW,EMOTIONALLY BARE ,TEARS STAINED MY FACE

LOST ,KNOWING NOBODY KNOWS, FOR I DON’T EVEN KNOW MYSELF

REGRET,LOSS,PAIN,SORROW,

WILL IT EVER END,WILL I EVER SEE A HAPPY TOMMOROW,

THEN AN ANGEL WALKS INTO MY LIFE,HIS HALO TATTERED BY SHINING BRIGHT

FILLS ME UP, ONLY TO BREAK MY HEART ,AS HAVE ALL BEFORE,

SO NOW I SIT AND CRY ONCE MORE,WISHING

NOT KNOWING HOW TO HEAL, WISHING I COULD TURN OFF MY EMOTIONS,

SO I WOLDNT EVEN FEEL

ALL THE REGRET,THE PAIN THE LOSS,SO I COULD STOP THE TEARS,GET MORE THAN A GASP OF BREATH

BARELY ALIVE,A SHELL OF MYSELF,WISHING I UNDERSTOOD ANYTHING I FELT