Netslum Gay Chat

It is your birthday today, and I still find myself wishing you were here.

Not a day or moment passes where there is not someone missing you sorely.

You would probably love the attention....you goof. This year....this year has been tough to say the least.

The worse it gets, the more I try to remember everything you told me. It's not easy Marc, being a good person is not easy at all. You made it look so effortless.

You're generous, kind, helpful and very silly. Traits I'm envious of because they're harder to come by now.

I know at the moment, it's just a silly cat ^..^ keeping watch over the room, far more than I should, but try as I may. I can't pull away from the room like a few others have.

There isn't much to say that hasn't already been said in some of my other posts about you.

My birthday sucked...so I thought we can celebrate yours together through letter lol

Kidding aside, I'm sure you're probably really disappointed with a few people.

People who have twisted and used what you worked for, as a means to bring themselves higher up on a latter.

But I'm sure you're probably really proud of a few people. People who are striving and working for a better tomorrow. People who remember everything you taught and shared with them. Those ones will never have you as less than what you are.

A great man, a sweet man, a humourous man. A leader, a counselor, a pioneer.

A brother, a son, a mentor, a friend, a husband, a decent human being.

But most of all.....you were just yourself, and that's what we love.

You're always the one to spread love around, even when you might not get as much back.

You give to people, you constantly give to people. Some may not realize it, or they take it for granted.

Not this cat though, I'll never forget everything you've done.

I don't know what you're doing nowadays, making music with angels or surfing the galaxy. Discussing stories with Plato, who knows. What ever it is, I'm sure you're doing it in style.

I miss you Marc.

A lot of good people miss you.

I hope you stay with us, in our hearts, in our lives. I know we'd be so lost without your warmth.

I know I know, it's a bit of a sappy letter to you...but hey it's me. Sappy is what I'm good at.

Happy Birthday Marc, we love you xoxoxo

I love you xoxoxo

Don't let that go to your head though, you're still a goof.

The day tis bright O Lion of the sun, guardian of the righteous. Protector of the slum. Roar out to the world, show it just how loud and strong we can be.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo <3

~Nicky~